10 years oassed n i m in he same place were she left me, nthg chnaged. she took a stand by telling not to contact her in 10th n agian she took a stand by stopped calling me, it was never ever abt me it is always how she want it was me who thought every step of her i knew abt i was so wrong,still i do the same mistake dont know y i do that, but now i need to take a stand, ya i know like cheap fellow i asked her many times i opened my mouth asked her for a movie wantedly i sms n by telling indirecly walking in front of her home it was all my fault"saalah wo gaas me nahi dalti" but i still remeber de day i dropped her in shobana with tears she said me i never said my feelings it was not abt feeelings but still i wanted she as my best friend for that i went were greedy after the compltetion of engi waited lot time to face her, made reason to c her talk her but she was she.........i hated myself she always broke my heart but still i .........one sms of her make me feel gd but this time it wont be like that. she never gave respect wat i m now she has to pay y i always have to sufferbut remember the time which passed away never will come now i asked u for movie u made reasons k but remember in future someday ven u turn around u will feel bad n for that u wont have tears. remember priyanka, i never asked u to unfithfull to ur guy but spending time with a friend is not a mistake, NOW U R NTHG TO ME PRIYANKA I SAID IF AT ALL SMTHG IS WRITTEN ABT OUR MEETING IT SHOULDN'T HAPPEN.I WAS WITH U FOR 10YEARS BUT NOW I FEEL U NTHG TO ME............
THE START
Saturday, 25 February 2012
life
Good morning sir, i am not sure from were to start but i can tell u because of one reason i took this step, sir i was touched by ur words from the day one, ven i was shocked by the stregth of the class and age differece bewwen me n other people i was lost all my hopes only tears n fear left in my eyes n heart, my brain left me with many question which i had no answer, i was trying to shre my feeling with one of my close friends but to my gd luck he was not replying to my sms that moment. that time u enterd the class at 1st i thought u r not the sir i was wrong, after few mini i started feeling better, sir ii found u as a down to earth person u r ture i r the last one in my life as faculity, ur words ven u said it's personality basha back ground made me feel gd, sir i have the same zeal i want to prove my parents i want to achive smth for them, this was my dream n my goal i want to make my mom happy she is my back bone, sir till my b.tech all my steps r wrong i am a 2011 pass out with no back log by my 4th year yes i have less percentage which is my draw back but sir but my strong part is my hard work and my dedication but i will always choose a path which has end, my parents both r hard wrking both gave more then wat i wanted, they never asked me to go for job, boz of less percentage and according to my friends doing masters n doing job over der was the only idea n way for my future i thought n very lately i understood they cant effort my master still they tell me not worry u go, after that from many months i was in home mean time i was sick and afraid by future and finally decide to sucide my thoughts ran in my mind ven ever i look at gas stove but i was not eough brave to do that i share everything with my mother, n i was forced to join for java n oracle classes n they made me not to stay in home i didn't knew my mom shared with my father. then later few days my dad school buddy is mr sai chintal(vice president of apps lab) i shared my views with him i want to go abroad but 1st iw ill work den later with my money i will go by my own, i asked sai sir to show me path as nthg more i was expecting from me since my dad said me from 15years he was in US n recently he returned back.And sir i m asking u same thing show me the path i ready to work hard i want to prove my parents i want to c the smile on my mom which she lost long back, she always think some day it will happen le sonu dont worry n make me feel better inside i know wat she feels. sir not only i want to crack a job but also a gd efficent emplyee in testing. i have same zeal sir i want to prove for my family den show path to other humans, after i know my areas of my error i asked my frinds who r now in 4th year not make the mistake i did. wat ever i did with out knwing abt that i did....plz guide me sir. i m ready to do anything. i dont want to c tears this time in my mom eyes n i m not brave eough to commit sucide... sorry sir i know u dont have reason to help me but i have no option . thanking u shashank. this all i wanted to talk but i emotional person i cry very soon so i took ur email id
Tuesday, 27 December 2011
ammchi mumbai
it's been 52hrsn still clock ticking, covered by hills n aparments(23 floors) me myself staying in 5ht floor, yup me in mumbai the world of bollywood, filmy, didn't enjoy the place much but got amazed with the infrastructure n the way people leave here, n raised eye broows ven i passed through the streets!!!!! my sister describe it like IBP IN OUR LANG since it is 30km away frm central mumbai but guy's trust me it is something like "citY central" or "life style" ha ha ha were u can find lots lots of colours. can't tell u the ratioYA THE RATIO OF GALS WILL BE MORE THAN GUY'S.my night mayer start in the eveng ven my bro get's back but at the same time i love the way he talks to me n he guididng me a lot gives my freedom too. my sister gave me her brand new activa n ask me to roam on streets. n fogot to describe abt my two daughters sweet/angel/devil/naughty i play with them all the day i forgot how my child hood went seeing them makes me remember that !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sunday, 25 December 2011
DON 2
SRK Badshah of bollywood came with a bang in his style, loved the movie 3 cheeers to Farahn aktar as a director,singer,actor he is multiple. And my lady Piggy chops wow loved her in the black gown n shirts n trousers, dropped some punds i felt her combi with lara near n dear fri who came together after many years was a package.SRK has his own style thought DON 1, was much similar copy of AB, this DON 2 is wow with sets n technolgy they came up was superb, twist turns in the movie, punches, timing combination of all the actres n actors is a complete package. cant wait for DON 3. even though music was k k type, need to worry because SRK IS BACK WITH BANGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
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